About Me

I'm Kayla. I dont know what I want to do with my life. But here you can follow me on my journey.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

4 minutes of destroyed dreams

the dreams of a burnt soul
haunt the mind with such torn thoughts
and creative imagination.

pictures of a mangled corpse
figure in the brain with great angst
and emotional starvation.

corruption grabs the binding of imagery
leaving nothing of worth existing within.

find me and fix me
before hate destroys this entity.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Writers Block

I am in it again. Not the best of things to be in..

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Update on life

I suck.


Just kidding.
I'm so busy with school and work, I dont have much time for anything else.
Thats my life.
The End.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

College. Part 1.

Oh what a dreaded day today was. Yet, I conquered and defeated the dreaded day with such a great victory I figured Id sit around and watch all the people pass by as I sit here pondering if anything could have changed, gone better or worse. I am still alone, by myself. But I have time to gain friends and trust and love, ect ect. mushy mushy. But all together the day is done. Year one. Day one. Done.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Reversed Illusion

Look into the mirror

and who do you see?

It’s not a reflection

of you nor of me.

Hidden people on the other side

are staring into a portrait,

while you are staring at a war

and neither side willing to forfeit.

Each desperate to figure out

what is causing this confusion,

behind this dreadful wall of gloom

mounted with a mirror of illusion.

 

Hidden people on the other side

dont know that you can see them.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Lost

When you lose yourself

you lose touch.

When you lose your mind

you lose thought.

When you lose God

you lose faith.

When you lose a feeling

you lose sense.

When you lose your only love

you lose everything.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

The Journey

Ive begun my adventure. I live in an apartment now, and I am also getting ready to attend college. College... Its a big change from a crappy high school. But it's a well needed change.

Wish me luck.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

I deserve what I got.

Months of inactivity, earns months of no one looking.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Today I finished high school

Now I must find my own road.

Where I may call home.

Not particularly any time soon.

But something realistic and casual.

Where I can still watch little creatures run by.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

How many days can you last?

Of being treated like shit?

I’m going on 6.. lets see how much more before I lose it.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Updating Itunes is not that EASY.

Especially when a new computer is involved. All I want to do is put my old itunes on my new computer. But doing that involves deleting all the songs off my ipod. They should really fix this problem. Its a great hassle. Ive been working since 5 o clock updating, not even nearly 1/5 done, and its 8 o clock now… ITUNES fix this problem for computer users.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Well in the last 5 months...

YOU HAVENT MISSED MUCH!


I guess my update is long overdue. I should have been on here along time ago. However, I was not. And because I was not, I have updates.

Steven and I are still together. We just celebrated our 6th month annversary.
I graduate i about 3 weeks, then head off to figure out my life.
I went to prom on the 24th, and I should have pictures as soon as they are editted.

Other then that, not much new news.
Except typing feels weird, I've never had fake nails before.

OOHHH. And besides Baylee, my bernese mountian dog, my family just got a new dog, a coton de tudor, named Snoop. I hope he can handle a name change. Id rather call him Charlie.