My Mouth Is Filled With Metal Bars.

Yes, You heard me. It finally happened. My teeth are finally going to be straight. My self confidence/ my health is going to go up dramatically.
I'm excited for the progress. Just, they look weird, because my teeth arent straightening yet. They will in time, but i hope it's sooner rather then later. Because I look...stupid.

I've also got some great news!
My parents met Matthew the other day, they liked him... i think?
It's progress, so I'll take what I can get. Hah!

Edit:
I need to vent.
I'm getting sad all the time lately. I don't really know why. Some great things have happened to me over the past few weeks. Some bad things have happened too. I guess I'm realizing how near the end I am. Soon I'm going to be leaving the house and I have no clue what to do yet. I know what my soul mind and body would love to do. Photography. But I could actually get a salary if I get my Ph.D in Zoology. I really don't know. My parents are not keen on the idea of me going to photography school. I might have to end up paying for it myself if I go.

And my grandmother is slipping away. It's happened pretty off and on, now it's rapid. It upsets me, people might not think it does because I try not to act like it bothers me. But it does. She is in too much pain for her little body to handle. I know she is ready to see her husband again though. I'm sure she wants too, she talks about him sometimes. ;]

I'm stuck in a position that I dont really know what to do. I am scared, in the middle, and wanting it to be decided on and ended. Because it hurts me. I hate waiting on answers.
I need to pray. I have though, I prayed for grandma, she got sicker. I prayed about the situation, it got worse. I prayed about my future, now I'm more confused then ever.

Do you think God is getting back at me because I'm trying to come back from a downfall?
Can He do that?