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Thursday, December 11, 2008

Faded Existence.


Relieve this pain I feel; It won't die
I wish to fall down; I cant help but cry.
My world collapsing all around me;
Full of darkness, I can't see.
Lord, I have fallen down; I've fell
No one can hear me, inside of this well.
Where my existence has faded
this life has left me jaded.

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well written..as always. Sad too...as always : /
Hope you cheer up Elizabeth. You are young and life isnt over yet. : D
got alot of time ahead of you to be happy.
i dont understand what "jaded" means...i know its a greenish stone but i have never seen it as a verb.
I need to go..plz comment my blog..every time i log on I feel like im on FB...nothing happens to it. I get more stuff from tony. which is cool..im going to look at his blog during the break. I just focus on you right now on my "blog" time.
I got my exam in 50 MINS!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!..must past to get new computer...and I guess grades are important too..ttyl : )
ily..bye

A Portrait Of War said...

Haha, please try hard. I would comment your last post. But i dont know what it means.. lol

Anonymous said...

well...I will explain it in detail to you later...I am SOOOOO happy..I get to come home tomorrow. I got to clean my room and study history then take my last final in the morning then I leave...yay.
I think I did ok on my final but its was extremely hard : (
I just hope history goes ok and that I get my dream computer over the holidays.
Also, I nice letter would be nice..I dont get to talk to you much and you dont say much : (
I will be out of school soon though. so I guess it dont matter at this point.
ily..ttyl..bye

A Portrait Of War said...

Well, my aunt was diagnosed with breast cancer, my dad is very sick, and he got a new laptop. We are possibly getting a 50inch tv. my mother and i arent talking as much as we use to. but nothing is wrong between us.
school is so boring. i cant wait to go to east.
ive been writing poems like crazy. and someone on the emosite said they can get publishers to look at my poems. so thats a big yay.

thats all i have right now. nothing else amazing is happening.

Anonymous said...

I hope you have fun at east. and thats great about the poems. they are really good and I hope maybe you can get a book or soemthing together someday. you has talent

im sorry have your aunt..and your dad..hope they both get better. one...more...exam..GRAGHRAHR...cant wait to end it and come home...so happy. : D D D D D

A Portrait Of War said...

um.. this girl is hooking me up with a publisher actually. but shhH!

Anonymous said...

O....M....G...its almost three..and studying did not go as planned...i am so screwed. like..im scared..and I got to get sleep so i dont die on the way home or fail my final..this is terrible : ( << big frownie

and I my lips are sealed...im good with secrets : D
i love you..talk to you alot more soon. goodnight

A Portrait Of War said...

good, i'm trying to keep it on the DL.
I want it to be a surprise. ;]

hm. I have to go take my ACT wish me luck. I'm not going to seriously take it and study until I start cal. because i see it as kind of pointless...

since i need cal.

um.

byes. :]

Anonymous said...

Good luck..the test sucks...my history final didnt go well....at all. it was horrible..got four hours of sleep...long drive..i cant wait to go to bed.
um = stop saying ily..lol..ok i get it.
hope you have fun this weekend...I will see you later..i may be going to the game monday..so I will see you there.
bye : )

A Portrait Of War said...

okay, i'll see you there, are you going to the one on tuesday too?