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Thursday, December 4, 2008

inspired by a song.


To be alone with you,
Your heart, it had no clue.
How in love I was with you.
To be together, would be taboo.
Forget me not,
For I am caught
in between, right and wrong
but i know, where my heart belongs.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Nice poem. I feel the same way, and yet I dont. I am more confused than ever. since what happened tuesday. I dont even have a clue how I feel about you. Its like looking at a tv that has alot of static and is changing channels really fast. I am getting a headache just thinking about it.
I cant wait for christmas...I need a break so bad...im under so much pressure from so many directions and my body is feeling it. and maybe seeing you will help clear some of this fog in my head.
sorry if I was short tonight...I just...wasnt in the mood for the way our conversation went.
oh wow...this is weird..I start typing and thinking about this and its almost like turn on a switch to my headache....ok..I lean back and think about something stupid like games...im fine...kinda cool but scary at the same time. I am ok though : )
dont worry. I love you. night.

A Portrait Of War said...

Alex, I dont get it. Its like no matter what... it seems like being friends is too hard for you. can you not handle it?
I wasnt in the mood to talk last night. I'm still upset about what you said to me tuesday. I dont know. I am still in shock I guess. It takes a while to relieve pain.

Well you will have plenty of time to think over christmas holidays.
It just depends on what you are thinking about.

Anonymous said...

I dont get it either : (
I am confused...if I got it I would talk to you and explain things and tell you how I feel and whats going on but I dont know whats wrong with me.

im sorry about tuesday..it will not happen again. I will help you relieve some of that pain this when I see you.

I will talk to you later. and yes..I will have time to think.

on a lighter note..cant wait for SEC champ game..plus getting a new comp here soon...WHOOO.

still not happy though : / thats all I know for sure is that I am not happy at all. college and my interest just distracts me from the fact and thats how I go on. I understand that much.

talk to you soon...hopefully this weekend maybe...you call me when you want to talk. I will talk.
goodbye and enjoy your weekend : )
-Alexander
still love you..even though you havnt said it in awhile.

A Portrait Of War said...

I'm sorry, I would say it but I'm hurting so bad.
I hope that you do have time to think. You REALLY need it. Maybe you can come over, and we can play mario cart? Just tell your parents I'm your friend and they cant change it?

Because I miss my bestie.

When do you get your computer?

Anonymous said...

im really sorry I hurt you...I understand. I really miss you too...I think I need you to fix myself. at least. and I need my best friend.
and I REALLY want to come over and school you at mario cart : D but I dont know about telling my parents..I would have to lie. they do not want me talking to you at all..much less going over and seeing you. so..we will see...i would rather come over..to relax with you. but we will see.

my new comp may be for christmas day if its from alienware...but i may get an ASUS from newegg and it will be after hopeing for a price drop. so idk

alabama plays today : D so dont try to call and talk...lol..wait till after..i may have a bit of time to talk today.
I still love you..talk to you later..bye. : *

A Portrait Of War said...

Just tell them the truth. and that you arent a child you can decide who to be friends with.
sounds like a good comp. just wait til after christmas